My Own
Reptilian Encounter by Wes Penre,
Jan 05, 2006
he
story I am about to tell you is a true one. It happened to me in the
early 1980s, long before anyone talked about Reptilians in public,
at least what I know of. This is the first time I broadly publish my
own experience with something people would probably call a
super-natural being. I have intended to tell this story a long time,
but something has told me to wait. I now feel it is time.
I can't
remember the exact year this happened, but I know it was some time
in the early '80s, probably close to 1982. In this period of my
life I was partying quite a bit, and drank more alcohol than was
good for me. I mention this, because it could have triggered what
happened to me. For the record I have to say I was absolutely sober
at the moment of the incident, and hadn't been drinking within the
last few days. The reason I know this is because I remember I was
rehearsing with my rock band pretty intensively, preparing for an
important gig in the next coming week or so, which means I needed to
keep focused.
This
particular night I was lying in bed, trying to go to sleep. After a
while, I floated into the stage between being awake and being
asleep, where you are still aware of your environment, but are
slowly entering "dreamland". Suddenly I felt how the room was
getting icy cold and my hair stood right up on my neck and arms. I
remember opening my eyes, and I was clearly awake in an instant. The
room got even colder and I noticed I was totally paralyzed and
couldn't move one single muscle in my body. I had a very eerie
feeling in my stomach.
Then, out of
nowhere, a horrible creature appeared in the opposite part of the
room, close to the bedroom door (I was living alone in an apartment
at the time). In retrospect, I can see that the creature looked
something like how people would describe the Reptilian race; thick,
naked, with green, totally hairless and extremely muscular, with his
spine sticking up underneath his skin; something I noticed when he
was bending down, ready to attack. I can’t remember clearly what his
nose and ears looked like, but I vaguely recall that he had pointy
ears. I just “knew” he was a male, although I don’t remember seeing
any genitals. His eyes were ruby red and glowed viciously. I
estimate his length to about 6.3f – 6.5f, but his body (bone?)
structure was thicker and bigger than on a human. He had more teeth
than we do from what I can recall, and they were very long, sharp
and pointy. His mouth was huge. I can’t say whether he had a tail or
not, because I never saw him from behind, and no wings. This
creature was definitely physical, at least after he had transformed
into our reality. When this happened, I had no other way of
describing him than as a demon, knowing nothing about reptilians at
the time...
This creature
was staring at me for I don't know how long, but it feels like it
was maybe half a minute, while I still couldn't move or scream. He
suddenly started growling and before I knew it he was over me in my
bed, now furiously roaring. His big, ice-cold hands grabbed my neck,
trying to strangle me. He was extremely strong and heavy, and one of
his knees put an enormous weight on my chest. I recall I could feel
his breath in my face, but can't remember how it smelled, probably
because I was choking. I was thinking, my God, this is it. I am
dead! I couldn't breathe at all, due to him strangling me. And all
the time he was roaring loudly and furiously. I remember my next
thought was: "what's gonna happen now? Where will this creature take
me? To Hell?" I was horrified, but couldn't do anything. Even if I
wouldn't have been paralyzed, there was nothing I could do; this
creature was much too strong for any human being to fight. His
strength was probably at least ten times the strongest man on Earth.
The creepiest
thing was that this reptilian-looking creature literally sucked out
my life energy and “swallowed” it, exactly in the same
way as was shown
in one of Spielberg’s(?) movies, when this evil little monster
sucked the life energy out of a sleeping girl (I can’t remember the
name of the movie), and I knew it was just a matter of seconds
before I was going to pass out. I mentally prepared myself to die,
or worse. Then, in a blink of an eye, I heard a long "sweeping sound
- swoooosh" (this is the only way I can describe it) and the
creature disappeared in thin air. I was not paralyzed anymore and I
sat up in my bed, desperately catching my breath, coughing and
choking. My heart was pounding like a hammer in my chest, and I
could still feel the tightness around my neck and the pressure on my
chest from his knee. I was sore days after the incident, but no
bruises(!) The room was still ice-cold, but slowly went back to
normal room temperature. I can't remember if I went back to sleep
that night or not. The rest of that night is a blur.
I have never
experienced anything like this ever since, and I have no idea what
it was; I can only speculate. The creature was definitely reptilian
in shape, but also looked like a demon to me at the same time. Was
this a creature from another dimension, or a classic demon? Or are
these two basically the same thing? I don't know, I only know this
was the creepiest experience in my life, and even now, when I think
about it, it gives me goose bumps. By drinking and partying, could I
have been sensitive to pulling in those lower dimensions in my life,
or is it unrelated? Who knows? I was not into the occult at that
moment, either; that happened a few years after. Did my experience
have anything to do with joining a secret society in 1985? Also, why
didn't he kill me, and what did he do with the energy he sucked out?
Why did he disappear just before I died? Was I "protected" somehow,
which prevented him from taking me away?
I told my
friends about the incident with the creature the day after it
happened. They knew me well enough to understand I was not lying,
but of course they had no idea what had happened to me, either. Some
may think I was dreaming the whole thing, but believe me; I was
awake and fully aware of what was happening. This was not a dream.
When I
think about it years after the fact, I have this feeling I was
protected by some higher force, maybe the God Force? The reason I
believe this is that I have been in a few very severe accidents in
my life, where it seemed like I was going to die. Then, in the last
second, “something” intervened and saved my life miraculously. Twice
the interventions were even disobeying physical laws, and people who
saw the whole thing freaked out and refused to discuss it with me
afterwards. Although I am not a Christian and did not pray to Jesus,
any God or higher force when the creature attacked me, I felt I got
help from somewhere. I believe that we all have some kind of mission
to fulfill here on Earth, and it is our duty to try our best to
accomplish whatever our personal mission may be. If we stay on task,
I think we are protected, at least to some degree. That is what it
seems like to me.
If someone has had
a similar experience, feel free to contact me.
Updates:
Jan 09, 2006:
I received an e-mail from one of my visitors, suggesting I might
have gone through something called "Sleep
Paralysis". I looked into it, and the phenomenon seems similar
to what I experienced, but still not quite. There is a lot of information about
sleep paralysis on the
Internet, if someone is interested.
No one really knows why people experience this, we only know to
some degree what triggers it. In my case it was probably irregular
sleep patterns, for one. However, my next question is, is it "all in
your head" like they suggest, or do you really experience something
"real"? Science is always quick to tell you that it is "all in your
head" when they can't explain something properly.
I don't question the phenomenon they have labeled "Sleep
Paralysis", and this was probably what I experienced, but it is just
a label for something we don't know too much about. What if "Sleep
Paralysis" actually is about real encounters and not only "in your
head"? It definitely was very real to me; like a psychic attack with
some creature materializing. When you abuse your body, whether it is
from lack of sleep, bad eating habits, drug abuse or something else
destructive, you are also more prone to pulling in lower vibration
phenomena.
Comments
from Visitors:
Jan 09, 2006:
Wes,
I read with interest about what you called your reptilian
experience, and I feel compelled to write to you about a similar
experience that happened to me.
I remember the date exactly: it was Christmas morning, 1981. I was
in college at the time, and my parents lived in the next town over.I
had no license (alcohol abuse) and my mom was going to come to pick
me up a little later.
Anyway, I woke up in my bedroom of the house I shared with three
other students. They had all left a few days previously for
Christmas break. The head of my bed, which consisted of a mattress
on the floor, was against the wall of the bedroom. I woke up on my
back, looking up between the legs of something I decribed at the
time as a "green demon." It was as you said, extremely muscular and
seemed to be dressed on only a loincloth. Skin was not scaly as I
recall. It had a square jaw, pointed ears, and a rather cruel grin.
As it became aware that I was awake, it looked down at me and leaned
forward, putting its hands on my chest. The weight was tremendous,
and I almost lost all the air in my lungs. I managed to hold what
was left of the air in my lungs, even though I felt there was a
thousand pound weight on my chest. I believed that I was going to
die in my bed, and the thought of my mother finding me dead in my
bed didn't appeal to me at all. I figured the cause of death would
be called a heart attack.
Feeling like I had nothing to lose, I decided to fight, if there was
any way to fight. I put my hands on the shins of the monster, and
sat up in bed. The thing tumbled over, bounced between my legs on
the mattress, and faded from sight as it bounced up.
Years later, I read about something called "Old Hag", some sort of
supernatural visitor that suffocates people by sitting on their
chests.
That's my story, for what it's worth.
B.E.
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Jan 12, 2006:
I
too, have experienced the same kind of experience that you
experienced. During that time in my life, I too was drinking heavy
and also, I am into the drums and surfing etc. Now, I have peace at
night. Every night before I go to sleep, I plead the blood of Christ
over my mind and heart, and body, and ask him to send some warring
angels to keep the wicked one away.
I believe what we had was a satanic attack from the enemy since we
had no true spiritual protection at that time, we are taken captive
by the will of Satan, the god of this world and we do warfare
against spiritual wickedness in heavenly places. To this date, I
have peace at night.
My
son also experienced the same and was woke up one night while I was
under attack so, it was not all in my mind as he was witness to it.
There is something going on in the world that we cannot disclaim and
ignore that something bad is really happening and people are unaware
and ignorant of the wicked ones devices. Now, when it tries to
happen I just get really angry and I have been able to overcome any
fear and use the name of Jesus and even at times, speak in tongues
if I have to.
D.J.
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Aug 29, 2007
When I was 16 years old I was
taking a lot of MDMA and doing drugs and I think this is what
made my brain able to experience this, I attribute it to
potential brain damage or suceptibility to sleep paralysis.
During the period of my drug abuse I had multiple experiences
with sleep paralysis but none were as scary as this!!! None
involved any spirit creatures at all until this point.
I went to bed that night with my window open, No screen. Any
demonic entity could have entered my room. In the morning, I was
half awake I could see the light of the day but couldnt move an
inch. I could see but everything was kind of cloudy - I felt as
if there was super gravity and I weighed 1000 pounds.. no matter
how hard I tried to move I just couldnt. I felt an omnious
presence looming nearby. It was very very scary. I heard a
rustling of my leaves outside my window (which was open) and
within seconds a HIDEOUS REPTILIAN CREATURE Lunged at me
exposing it's teeth, it had thousands of small razor sharp fangs
and was a dark olive green, it had big hideous reptilian eyes. I
will never forget the experience. When the experience occured I
could not sleep for 48 hours, it was very very terrifying, When
I woke up from the experience I had wet the bed and was soaking
wet and I am not a bed wetter, I think the terror caused me to
wet myself. We are talking the most SHEER ULTIMATE Terror. This
being was very very scary. I had thought several things 1) That
the drugs had induced it or 2) my ex gf who was mad at me
because I had something that belonged to her was wiccan, and I
suspect she may have done some ceremony to cause this.
All I can say, is i was and still am to this day freaked the
hell out. I went to a website www.truthism.com and discovered
that there are other described experiences of reptilian sleep
paralysis and that I AM NOT INSANE, THIS HAS HAPPENED TO OTHER
PEOPLE, including you by your account! I Thought the drugs had
induced a mental psychosis, but in fact they actually may have
opened my 3rd eye. The demon had a very large head and lunged at
me from outside my windwo, i could hear the rustling of leaves
as if it was preparing it's attack outside my window. My hair
stands on end as I describe this experience, when it lunged at
me it hissed and beared its thousands of sharp fangs and thats
when I woke up ... right as it was about to kill me.
I thought i was crazy or mentally ill until I discovered I am
not the only one who has experienced this. And what is very very
eerie, is that they ALL describe the same being -a green
reptilian monster. At first I thought it was some sort of troll
or goblin , it didnt seem liek a reptile but then again I only
saw it's FACE!!! not it's whole body.
im very interested in any other experiences you may have for
reading. Is this pretty rare to experience this? I do not know.
All I know is to this day I feel there is another dimension, an
alternate reality where everything is the same as it is here but
darker and inhabited by these demonic beings. I would call it a
'shadow realm' of sorts, the 4th dimension, and from what I've
read, when your mind goes into a deep sleep it is quite possible
that you do not fully wake up, and end up stuck between the
waking world and the dream world. I think your brain has an
evolved mechanism so that you do not end up posessed by these
demons, causing you to wake up before any harm is done.
VERY SCARY!!! i have never been the same since
N.N.
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