VAMPIRISM
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Michael Tsarion)
How much do you know about the people you think you
know?
Do your emotional attachments to people blind you to their real
natures, and if so, how much?
Person
A - becomes dependant on others, under the name of love
Person B - makes others dependent upon them,
under the name of love
Person C - does
both
Person D - does
neither
LISTEN UP...
There is no gadget or meter to know
when a potential psychic or energy vamp is sucking you dry...The only way to
tell you are under attack are...
- Feel like shit for no reason
- Life starts to suck, for no reason
- Constant anxiety, for no reason
- Health suffers, energy is down, for no reason
- Your depressed and feelings of futility abound, for no reason
- Bad dreams, for no reason
- Bad attitude, for no reason
- Attracting obstacles, for no reason
- Getting suspicious, for no reason
- Begin to doubt yourself, your god, your destiny, your fate, your sanity, for no reason
Yes, there is no physical meter with a dial that goes to the red when your being drained and dumped on by others...but there is one kind of meter that has been with us from the beginning...THE HUMAN INTUITION...backed up by arts like Vibrational Kinesiology, and with a healthy dose of REASON, and EMOTIONAL INTELLIGENCE...it may all start making sense.
It had better...cause they don't all live in Transylvania, and they don't all dress in black...
A few mainstream psychoanalysts have been getting rather frustrated with those clients who just cannot get better, and who seem to backslide, or whose issues seem vague and insurmountable...Yes, they have tried it all, going along with the traditional theories concerning Personal Responsibility, and that we create our own sickness, and all that.
These are important theories...but guess what?
After getting nowhere, a few smart psychologists have put down the textbooks and taken of their spectacles, and have asked those poor patients, the ones with their heads in their hands, questions like...
"So who is around you at this time..." or "So who are you hanging around with..." or "tell us about the people you love..."
Aaaah! - Answers at last. The light shines in at last...The red flags are waving and the mist clears...
Dont believe me? Well, I did not invent it...
Healing fails to occur because it is easier to harm another than heal oneself - Vernon Howard
Humanity must perforce prey on itself, like monsters from the deep - William Shakespeare
Now the betrayer had given them a sign, saying, “The one I shall kiss is the man; seize him - Matt 26:48
For Brutus, as you know, was Caesar's angel: Judge, O you gods! how dearly Caesar loved him. This was the most unkindest cut of all; For when the noble Caesar saw him stab, Ingratitude, more strong than traitors' arms, Quite vanquish'd him: then burst his mighty heart...William Shakespeare (Julius Caesar)
And the brother shall deliver up the brother to death, and the father the child: and the children shall rise up against their parents, and cause them to be put to death. And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved – (Matt 10:21-22)
And when his twelve disciples were called together, he gave to them power of unclean spirits, to cast them out of men, and to heal every languor, and sickness - (Matt 10:1)
They that are not as I am made themselves like me. They that are unworthy of me made me angry. The wretches that belong not to the house of my father rose, they took arms against me, they rose, they took arms against me, making war with me, making war with me, fighting for my holy robe, for my enlightening light, that it might lighten their darkness, for my sweet fragrance, that it might sweeten their foulness, because of my brethren, the sons of light, that they might give a peace to their land, because of my sister, the hour of light, that she might be a strengthening of their building - (The Manichean Psalms of Thomas)
Their webs shall not become garments, neither shall they cover themselves with their works: their works are works of iniquity, and the act of violence is in their hands - (Isaiah 59:6)
and the salvation?...That's easy...
I'm ain't looking for nothing in nobody's eyes - (Bob Dylan)
---you there yet?
312 Comments:
I saw you blog on relationships and vampirism: I agree with what you said. How to deal with a vampire with compassionate understanding----my vampire is a very powerful one and he was around me for 15 years.
Here's a letter I sent to him last year.
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
It's about surrendering, surrendering between a man and a woman. My idea of what this means is when perfect surrendering is achieved by both parties it does not mean dependency in a neurotic sense but the fact that they can depend on each other due to their ability to surrender to each other in all ways on all levels through vowing to. Here you would have a meeting of the minds in terms of agreement that by using all the virtues of being honest and forthright and through acceptance of each other that these are the steps that a man and a woman need in order to have what is satisfying to both.
About you and I. I want you to know absolutely that you do not have anything to prove to me. I am well aware of who you are, I am well aware of your abilities, I am well aware of your special qualities. I can tell you how I see myself, that I was born in the light and I live in the light and I always knew I didn't have to prove anything to anyone. I'm non-competitive in that sense. I've never liked competition and so when I'm with someone I don't like to compete with them but I do enjoy being Wise with them, very much so.
I have an interest in having a man who understands, who is wise, who wants to be faithful and who I can have a meeting of the minds with-this really turns me on. Games really turn me off.
A
Interesting that you chose to continue conversing with the person after you had idenified them as a vampire.
This goes to the heart of it. We think in our own minds that our efforts can somehow change another. And this is, in my estimation, not only erroneous, but dangerous. It is a natural inclination obviously, one born from our ego's feeling of its own importance. But in reality one can indeed give advice to someone, but one cannot give them the intelligence to take it.
As Oscar Wilde said so bluntly, "All influence is immoral."
I would make it simple...When we have identified someone as an energy vamp, the idea is to get out of their way as soon as can be, and have NOTHING more to do with them. Save your energies to recuperate your energies again and get on with your life...
Once one has a tape-worm extracted from their intestines, one does not normally invite it back to dinner and coffee...
I just had to cancel a cross country trip because i ran into an emergency.
Energy vampires ARE very REAL...i always wondered why it was that when visiting relatives for a week or more, their health would improve, and then
go downhill rapidly after i left.
I just ran into a psychic vampire Tuesday and i am still feeling completely drained.
I am pretty new at the energy stuff. When we got in Monday we were contacted by a man who travels x-country that i know from online, who claims to be
"working for the forces of light"..he wanted to meet with us and i thought.."what the heck, what can he doi?'.
He convinced my husband that he needed some healing, and came to the house tuesday...meanwhile my inner
bell was going off. This guy set my teeth on edge. I tried to warn my husband.
This "healer" asked me to take down my shielding so he could see my chakras...NEVER..TAKE YOUR PSYCHIC SHIELDING DOWN IF YOU HAVE IT.
That is lesson number one...being very new at this i did not know any better.
Lesson Two : just because they say they are working for the forces of light, don't believe them.
If they are coercive and egotistical, be on guard, better yet walk away.especially if they claim to be a healer.
I could literally feel that something was being done to my energy, even though this "healer" wans't working on me
..and i started getting VERY angry.
If you can sense this like i did, or you start getting angry like this, usually your energy boundaries are being violated.
Let me explain it to you the way my teacher (a real empathic healer) explained it to me.
She said to think of people being like a bunch of light bulbs...and here is the way i interpreted what she told me..
Some of the Bulbs are always on, and some of these shine brighter than others.
Some of the bulbs are completely Dark all the time.
And some of the bulbs flicker on and off.
The Darkness (as in the dark entities, satan's hordes,demons, whatever you call them)...these are transdimesional) are always attracted to the light because they want to feed off of it. (In Kabballa there is a tree of evil that seperated off from the tree of Life which is an emanation from Ain soph..this tree of evil emanated from Gevurah, and it cannot generate life force or light on its own so it steals the light from others)
They cannot feed off of the people that are dark, there is no light to feed on...they are attracted to the bulbs that are on all the time...and the brighter your light the more attracted they will be and try to feed off of you.
The way they can do this is by invoking or triggering the darkness that is inside of you (the flesh or carnal mind as Christianity would call it).
Usually this darkness is from unresolved wounds, or shadows of your own psyche that are not yet integrated.
If they can evoke anger, hatred, despair etc in you...you come down from your normal frequency of emotion, which should be Perfect Love (for every Child of light) to their frequency, and they can feast on that energy, draining you.
By dwelling on stuff that makes you upset, you are actually laying the buffet...and inviting them for dinner...okay those are the principalities, powers etc...that Paul mentions in the new testament .. David Icke also calls them reptillians, call them Nephillim...call them what you will, just don't call them for dinner.
People whose bulbs are dark...you don't have to worry about them...they are dark, insensate, and they just don't give a poop....totally materialists.
It is the bulbs that flicker half on and half off that you have to worry about...THESE ARE YOUR PSYCHIC VAMPIRES, directly used by the dark side..
These folks are on some of the time, and when the light goes off, it is so painful for them that they are driven to try to Evoke the children of LIGHT (the ones that are on all the time) to fear, hatred depression, etc...so that they can steal/siphon off the energy..these are your garden variety psychopaths, NPD's, Borderlines, etc.
I have heard estimates that say we, the Children of the Light, are about 30% of the population if that..the rest are dark or "grey".
Bighugs, Erika
My dear girl, what a powerful and compelling tale...
Yes, your inner bell was going off...glad to hear that...and notice how your conditioned behavior went against that inner warning...the need for approval and need to not cause a scene, or speak right up, or be yourself. That too is Adversary, and is used by the Vamps to walk right over your rights. They adore the Christian ethics which have made men weak (they say "meek" - whatever that means).
The day we get it, is when we suddenly and completely realize just how little true love or care these types have for us. Should we fall, they wont even pause to bury us. Like the movie "The Hunger" shows, it is all and only Hunger to them, posing as Love, and Harmony...
This is why you find so many of these creatures in the new age movement, again taking cover and camoflaging themselves, like tigers in the tall grass.
Our job is to light a big fire and start burning down their cover, so little by little they are exposed and the big rifle can come out, train itself on their third-eyes and fire its silver bullet...
A great, great day...
Vampirism...now this is a subject where i expirienced couple of really weird stuff. One of the weirdest is that allways when i would come over to one of my friends i would recive this strange vibe, something hanging over my head. It would be like somekind ˝depression˝...that is the only way i can describe it. He's OK guy, but his parents are this super sweet people, almost tooo...nice.
This couple of events led me to conversation with my dad. I asked him what was his opinion on this. He described me a real event that was even on tv news back in 80's. My father is a big fan of chess so he was watching a Russian chess master Anatoliy Karpov playing against some other master. After some time Karpov stops playing and asks that one person must be removed out of the viewers. Later on the identity of this person was revealed...it was some famous hypnotist and sorcer. So perhaps Karpov was influenced by this man and he even picked him out of that big crowd...interesting and spooky.
Is it possible to be a vampire and not realizeing it? Perhaps doing it subconsciously?
Michael,
I think it would be VERY USEFUL if you or someone else could explain or list qualities of "new age" as there is much material out there and the precise nature of this battle has much to do with DISCERNMENT,as well as listening to the inner intuition which has lain dormant so long...that many of us need training wheels.
As an example, i personally have a tendency to distrust anything channeled, but if you use heavy discernment you might be able to wade through it.
And that is the method right there..quiet the outer mind..listen with your intuition, then use the talking mind to logically discriminate..
Bighugs to all, Erika
That is an awesome story...and yes, there are major connections between depression and so-called "negative" emotions and the concept and reality of psychic or energetic vampirism...
This does not mean we use this theory to escape personal responsibility, but we use it to acknowledge the under-currents of human relationships which, being based on lies, have brought ruin to so many individuals and to the planet.
This subject makes sense only to those who can pull back from the human canvas and see the whole picture. It is not going to be acknowledged by everyone.
The Chess Player was hyper-focused and could feel the invasion of his psyche. His thinking was super-rational and that is what saved him. He was not coming from emotion. And then he felt a cocktail of negative emotions arise within him distracting and causing energy and concentration to fall. And then he knew that this energy was NOT coming from within his own being. He understood that it was meant to seem like that, but that it really was coming from outside. And then he did the right thing...
There is a lot to this subject and that is what I am dedicated to, to getting the truth about this subject out to the world so that we can again come to psychic sovereignty, so that no force of evil or pestilence can prey over our gardens, not political or domestic. All in all, it all amounts to Vampirism...and though many writers and movie-makers have warned us, we still dont get it until it arises in our lives. And by then, it could be too late.
Michael,
I think it would be VERY USEFUL if you or someone else could explain or list qualities of "new age" as there is much material out there and the precise nature of this battle has much to do with DISCERNMENT,as well as listening to the inner intuition which has lain dormant so long...that many of us need training wheels.
As an example, i personally have a tendency to distrust anything channeled, but if you use heavy discernment you might be able to wade through it.
And that is the method right there..quiet the outer mind..listen with your intuition, then use the talking mind to logically discriminate..
Bighugs to all, Erika
A friend wrote a book going into the distinctions between the Piscean Age and Aquarian Age. His name is Stephen Ruback. I dont have his book in front of me, but search online for him and he had another document which was meant to be an Appendices to that book, in which he lay out the polarities of the two ages. It was this document, even more than the book, which I found excellent. But other than that I have not seen a good outline of the coming age.
Basically, we are all too aware of the downside of the Piscean Age. There are great heights too, but in this age the powers of deception are very, very strong, and there are many toxic people who have come through many ages, and are now awaiting the headsman's axe.
I have always been wary of "walkins" and "channels" and all that stuff, and apart from one or two exceptions, I know for a fact that the rest is as negative as hell, even though the "message" coming through can be sugar-coated to sound good. The message is not the important thing, with these channelers. That is just the sugar that gets a lot of lost people hanging around charging a battery, a kinetic battery. Its the same thing that brings the masses out to gawk at an eclipse, or a crop-circle. In ancient times people were forbidden to look at such events and contaminate that energy with their own brain. Today what pass as mass-rituals go on all the time to de-balance the earth's natural energy, by way of some idiotic mass spectacle, or the hippies gathering at Stonehenge, or other kinds of nonsense. Now stones have been ruined and the geo-spheric energy has been so displaced, just as was intended. This makes the elites feel better, and safer. They could never stand the holistic energy that this earth generates, and so from their arrival, genocide and ecocide have been high on the list of priorities....(See C. S. Lewis' "The Last Battle")
i have always been a very spiritual person for as long as i can remember. at school sometimes i would wish i was jus as simple as every one else not always constantly aware of things, people or reactions, as a matter of fact i still do! i really do beleive in dark forces and that we allow our energy to b sucked by these forces through people...i dont have an answer or solution as yet but i pray dat the hearts of all the genuine people who r searchin as well continue to seek whatever it is that will bring them the comfort, peace, sanity and freedom that we all deserve. best wishes xxx
Wow, just wow, you said it all so well.
I would like to add that it is entirely possible to find oneself literally surrounded by these human vulture types. I say this because there was a time when I let a thought like
"This many people cannot be the ones with the problem, it MUST be me"
stop me from believing my own intuition. There were two of them, close relatives, that every time I saw them in the flesh, my gut just burned and my feet had the oddest sensation, I wanted to run and every second that I held myself there forcing the smile and accepting the "Oh honey I love you but you are something less than others, however I tell you this only because I love you so very much" hug was like pain. I felt so guilty...they loved me.
As I became sicker and less able to handle it, they seemed to close in and with an uncanny synchronicity with each other at times. Smile in my face now and twist the knife later, cozy up to learn my weaknesses and strike me with them later and then when called on it, they cried victim or play the ignorance card. Almost like they each read from the same script....
"Okay, no this time I am really sorry."
How many times can a person let their mind cancel out what they eyes and gut are telling them?
I didn't believe in evil back then. Evil was merely "ignorance" but the sheer preponderance of the evidence led me to start to read about evil and learn what it is. It started with psychology "People of the Lie" and ended up with Steiner and his work on the Doppelganger force. That led to other works and I became a believer in the existence of evil and an advocate for myself. It was either do that or drown in self doubt and weakness of spirit.
I cut those vampires out of my life.
I do feel guilt from time to time, but self survival tells me I must maintain the distance.
Now...think of all those people in the backwards of asylums who unlike yourself, did not wake up to this phenomenon or who were so attacked that they lost their senses. Most of these people are actually telling anyone who will listen what the hell is the matter, but it comes across to the experts as paranoid nonsense.
I started studying this phenonmenon back when I was 13 and noticed that so called psychotics and so on, are talking about the negative vibes and attacks from others that have caused them to be so disaffected and damaged. But no one listens. The ones in the asylums are sometimes the perpetrators, but in the vast majority of cases, those we lock up and also in jails for crimes, are decent good people who have been preyed upon and mentally and psychically raped by their parents and others they may still think love them. Their behavior is but a symptom. Now of course this does not mean that every murderer or criminal is off the hook. A little research and one can tell who is a perpetrator and who is a victim.
And think of all the kids that are being so molested by this phenomenon without a clue as to what is really causing their inner angst and outer delinquincy. We employ police and courts to pick up the mess, but few are around to explain the roots of all this. And it is all psyhic mess, which can be cleared once we know what to do. And yet look at this new age crap, and this world of this and that, all the noise and sound and fury about politics and other superfluous tripe, untreatable until the real roots are acknowledged and worked on.
Now, in your life, you caught on and worked it out, cause your reason and observation is strong, your guides are active, and because you know yourself better than most, and were therefore able to discern what content was yours and what was not. That discernment can be taught, and people are going to need to get this down. We must be able to tell our own natural temperament, and know when it is being disaffected, polluted or gradually being sabotaged. This calls for one to have subtle senses, and aslo, to not fall for all that social foreplay that you mention by which one gets hooked.
My forthcoming work on this subject will change round a lot of what we have come to think regarding crime in this world, and what we regard as evil. This thing is very little understood. And it has come time now to really discover what evil is in all its various permutations. No subject is more important, and yet less understood.
The guilt that remains is also not yours. It is merely the remnants of the collateral damage made after warring with these types. When they explode their garbage, their "napalm-death," into our lives, the healing process is slow, and all the time you will be picking out minute pieces of debris from your soul. Once you open to door to such a creature it will be hard to exorcise them completely. And even when you are free, they still want back. They miss the feast.
Its like sprinkling pepper onto your pasta. Once that is done, it is a real sisyphean task to pick the pepper out again by hand. This is what needs to be done, however, with the energy. And while you are doing that kind of thing, you will also be finding many a part of your own self that should not have been there. These are the things which attracted these types to you. Yes, there are parts of you that need to go also. This can leave one feeling freer but naked. And that is a tremendous feeling. One then realizes how all that was termed "love," and so on, enslaved the soul. It was the false version, that is the ghost that rose from the grave of the dead self we all murdered, or had murdered soon after taking birth, in this vale of orcs and shelobs.
Your recent interview on the Freeman Perspective really hit home for me about getting one's own house in order and the negative crap that has come out of the New Age movement.
I feel one of the most damaging things to come from some in the New Age movement is that evil does not exist and those that say it does to send it/them healing light, love etc. it doesn't work that way.
Like attracts like and sending healing, love energy to something evil/vampirism is a waste of your time, energy and does harm to oneself.
Well, you are so right. And for them it does not exist. These types are editors of reality. And editing reality is easy, it is the very nature of the ego to edit reality, and the New Age Movement attracts those people who do this kind of thing. They choose not to see the dark side, and are in escapism.
Seeing reality as it really is, is a rare, rare thing today. And you will be called "negative" if you do see things without censoring. Those who edit dont want to be reminded of what is really there in the world. They inhabit a permanent "one-season" world, they want it to be summer all the time.
These types are the real enemy, in my opinion. We have to deal with them before we have to deal with any true adversary. Its complex, and not everyone within that movement are indicted. One has to be general here, but the rule does apply to most that one meets.
We would be much farther on in the fight against evil if the new age movement had have faced the world as it is, and faced man as he is, without the gloss overs, wishful thinking, and consensus trance.
Evil exists right in front of our eyes, but we have trained ourselves, via schools, and false religion, to not observe it. Therefore, evil flourishes due to our blindness. This accounts for why we find ourselves in the state we are in. I am against the New Age Movement, not for the same reasons as the average right-wing Christian perhaps, but these latter have come closer to exposing the conspiracies than any new age personality or researcher.
This country and this world are infested with fakers, liars and charlatans posing as people of wisdom and light. We need to learn how to expose these types, and burn down their camoflage, long before we attempt to take down the Big Brother elephant. The Controllers are laughing at us for our own incompetence, and futility. We are our own adversaries. We have injested so many lies. All you really have to do to expose a fraud is to ask them a simple question: Hve they familiarity, I mean really familiar, with the work of Freud, Jung, Reich, Laing and the main psychologists. Overwhelmingly, you will find the answer is no, or you will receive some "pop" rhetoric about these men's findings. That is common enough, some coffee-table book jive. But real working knowledge is extremely rare. And even most professionals and experts within the psychiatric communities are painfully misinformed. We have in this world all the answers concerning the human condition, but few have bothered their ass to really read it. And so much cheap crockery has been broken to disguise the pure china, that we dont even know where to start most of the time.
All that has really been achieved , is that we can finally realize what is wrong, not what is right. We finally can give ourselves medals for knowing that something stinks in the status quo, that something is really off. But where do we go from there? After all these years we might at least agree that all our other devices and strategies have been an overwhelming failure. They amount to little more than re-arranging furniture on the Titanic. But if our wisdom has come merely from knowing what fools we have been, I would not say that it is great progress.
The New Age is a religion, in the same way as Islam, Christianity or Judaism. Its rituals are collective and are not really about strength for the individual, against the collective. When you go to any of the houses of these New Agers you will see statues of every god from every religion, and the obligatory picture of the family with the Dalai Lama on the wall or freezer door. The kids all recycle and wear tie-dyes, and birkenstocks. They all shop at health-food stores, and think "positive" and know nothing about the dark side either of themselves or of the world. Its edit, edit, edit, and smile, smile, smile.
Michael,
Thank you so much for your reply here. It has been very helpful to me, more than I can say.
Starting shortly after I posted that last post on vampirism, I have been struggling with a sudden well-springing of very negative feeling energy (guilt, shame, anxiety, exhaustion, sadness) and I was having trouble understanding why, but reading this response that you have given has helped me realize that this is some of that energy coming back up on me, some of that pepper you are talking about. That was a very helpful analogy as well.
I am extremely interested in all of this. Yes, I understand exactly what you mean about people in asylums, how they get there and the ones who are truly responsible and how the true nature of evil desperately needs the fine line of true critical thought applied to it. The fine point so often seems missed in this world and the truth blurred by the half lies of just enough information to be misleading or even dangerous.
Once a concept has been treated in this half lie, half understood way, then the mind has a tendency to close to the possibly that there is more to know or that deception has occurred. I have fallen for this so often in my past and been tripped on the search for truth. I think often we humans look for the lies, but don't often expect the finely crafted half lie, especially about evil. Enough truth to fool the gut a bit and get the person to swallow the added lie, like noxious poisons with a sugar cube.
I am still lost in many ways and I came almost to the point of my own personal destruction as far as my own true inner light and now I struggle so hard to pull back from all of this. My life is a mess and my physical health is still very much down. When I say this, I am merely putting the truth of my current situation to words.
I know I am not the only one and I also know that many others have things far worse than I do or I can even imagine. I can't imagine how it is for those have all of these burning issues and no access to information or contact with others of like minds. There is so much pain in the world it seems there could never be enough time to feel it. I understand perfectly how some people breakdown totally and become lost.
What I do NOT understand is how so many people seem to be able to hang out in a gray zone of quiet desperation but not reach the bottom to sink or try to fight back to the top. They are drowning and don't even realize they are under water. How can they do that?
I guess my perception is altered by my own experiences. I very much look forward to being able to read your upcoming work on vampirism and your views on all of these sorts of questions. I am very grateful for your work and it is something that is needed so badly in this world in my opinion.
So much of this material I ran into in other forms elsewhere but it seemed mixed with so much other stuff that just seemed preposterous garbage.
Vampires often seem to garner so much sympathy for their supposed need to be "understood" and "educated out of their ignorance." It is a shame that more people don't put that energy towards helping the truly lost find themselves again (which might be them themselves!) and forget about those who are dead in their souls.
Yes, that's right..they feed off our positive and negative emotions. The latter are stronger so they feed most of the negative emotions we emit. This does not mean that negative emotions are wrong, just that some individuals are expert at arousing them in us, so they can exist. Its usually called "relationship" and "family" and "society" and all that can be done about it, is to get educated in what our exchanges are really all about.
But you should not fear death. Instead you should do die regularly, every day if you can. One has to die now, to everything, every day, and remain in that state. Life and Death together, wedded.
After all, it is not the world, or our stimuli, which needs to be constantly fresh and new, but our minds, our psyches and our perceptions. This means dying each day, and waking anew, with a fresh mind.
Jung said that the reason for mental illness is the avoidance of legitimate suffering. We have a wrong relationship to pain and change, and that is because we are not aware that death is part of life, not at the end of it. The ego is conservative and only wants more life and puts death outside the wall, into the hypothetical future, as something which is going to happen. But in reality each breathe comes and then goes. Between each inhale and exhale we die and are reborn.
So clinging to memory, to the past attachments, to toxic people, and useless ideas and beliefs brings great stress to the Self which knows that it is all junk. But like pack-rats, we hold on and wonder why life is rancid and mediocre.
As to your question about whether vamps work after they are dead, the answer is no, because it does not work that way. Vamps can only affect you because of cording which you have allowed. So, after death the affects and remain because you have not done the sufficient cleansing, or you have been doing it gradually, and after affects remain, to slowly fade. it is not that they are doing something from beyond the grave. They are nothing after death. But the cords which were created may still remain and cause psychic leakage from you. After you contine to the cleansing process, you wont feel so bad.
Naturally, when something is stolen from you - and it does not matter if that stuff is physical or psychic - you want it back, and that desire can cord you to the thief. You just have to plug up the holes and slowly the energy reservoir will refill of its own accord. And this time put up some electric fences around it, buy some mean fucking dogs, put up a bunch of warning signs and hire Gandalf and his Wand to beat the brains out of any creature that dare come around again looking for you light.
Yes, have your guides in front of you, and all about you. They will protect you. And look for nothing in nobody's eyes. It is all within you.
And you ask about the people in denial, who dont see more and who dont see deeper.
Well, that is just the way it is. The ego is after all, a mass of defense mechanisms, and does not want to know everything in case that knowledge should prove threatening.
Take reality as a tree. Two types of person can look at that tree. One looks at the trunk, the branches, the leaves, the fruits, and the outward appearance that is labor unintensive. This person sees what there is to see with the senses.
Then there is the person who sees all that, but who wishes also to get to understand the roots of this tree. This person has more to do, and has greater problems that the first party, who walks away satisfied that he knows all there is to know about the tree. The second party cannot see the roots, but can intuit certain things after patient observation and consideration.
So, this explains it a little. Its all about security and the depth of mind one has. Remember there is also a big difference between love of wisdom or knowledge (philosophy) and love of what knowledge will bring one. One person loves freedom, and another person loves what freedom gets them. One person loves for love's sake, another because in loving they are loved in return, and because it feels good. The Scientist observes how mind affects and changes the world of matter. The Magician studies how matter affects mind. Is the water your drinking changing by your act. Yes, that is obvious. But how have you changed by that simple act?
Do you feel what you touch in this creation, or do you notice how you are touched by the creation? It may make all the difference.
This comment has been copied and pasted from "Enlightenment"...It's more pertinent in this section...
...Your spot on...and this is something to be noted, since what you say is right...the nice-sounding terms and no doubt image that these types don cons most people who let down their guard and dont trust their reason or intuition. A few phrases, a sunny smile, a wink and a nod and we are like limp fish most of the time, so depdendant we are on the approvals of others. Not be so dependant does not mean that one be cold or standoffish. Everyone should be given a chance to reveal who they are. But once we feel that something is wrong or once trust is violated, or once they reveal something suspicious, the guard should immediately come up.
Ultimately, the best test is to stay atuned to how one FEELS, to the emotional states before during and after a particular encounter. If there is clarity, and good feeling then usually its fine, but one needs to pay close attention to the emotional flags within. This most of us dont do. We feel the emotions but dont register that we feel them. They just happen and we dont pay them attention. These emotions are our defense and we dont know their manual any more. We are autistic when it comes to our own emotional language. If one feels doubt, fear, confusion, hate, or something dark and muddy, or generally distasteful we can realize that the person, regardless of the persona they are wearing, is not so cool after all.
Since the ego is in control of our lives, this people-meter does not work, or at least is impaired. The ego is often attracted to the wrong kind of people and to the wrong kind of cues which it may need, but which are so wrong for the real Self. This is what complicates this subject. After all spiritual people are despised by the masses, who will also say that they felt "uncomfortable" or "threatened" etc., when around them. So, the problem is a two-way reciprocal relationship. Both people are involved and one needs to be very sure not only of their emotional warnings about the others, but of their own ego needs and defenses. So, one knows their own "settings" first before condemning someone who might not be at fault at all. And no two people's settings are really the same. For instance, you may think someone is just wonderful to be around, while a close friend may not feel so toward that same individual. Why?
Do you know how many potentially fantastic relationships are ruined because the opinions and likes and dislikes of others, in the mix, are taken into account. We go with those who are endorsed by our peers. Result, pathetic, empty, socially-vetted relationships without meaning or depth. Then we go so far as to embody those censors and live our own lives steering well away from those who might have been of such importance for our life-path.
Only after so much heartache do we finally begin to ask if there is a manual to read concerning thing called life, when it is almost too late. Why were we not as kids taught this in these places we were confined? Why were we sent into the world naked, at the mercy of every human-vulture, and out of our own center, divorced from our own soul-intelligence but looking for "Jesus," or some guru, to put it all right.
Very interesting topic. I have been feeling extremely low in energy for some time now. I have considered many possible causes, but this one is fairly new to me. I have not made any new friends since this drag began. I have always been very lucky to be surrounded with wonderful inspiring friends. My best friend (and roommate) is going through some very trying times. Is it possible that while he is struggling with his personal issues he is unwittingly sucking energy out of me? If this is the case, how do I protect myself from this, as I obviously do not have any desire to discard him because of this? In the last week he has triggered some angry outbursts in me that are completely not in my nature. Any suggestions?
Hi...well yes he is probably doing this unconsciously, and we all do to a certain extent. Most relationships are based on energy exchange. The people who are naturally empathic and giving and caring may, of course, feel more drained, because they are allowing others to enter into their field, and think themselves as cold and unfriendly if they are not accessible. But most of us are not just accessible, most of us are WIDE OPEN, like a beautiful mansion filled with stinking squatters, or reeking with the stench of previous ones who have passed through. It all happens quite naturally, and so we get depressed and down in energy becasue we dont know what to do. And knowing what we should do, is a long and hard study. I am composing work on this subject now, but dont know when it will be ready. It is too massive to get into here. And remember each situation is quite unique, even though there are general rules of engagement.
Mostly, you must observe, if you can, the tendencies in yourself that allow this kind of thing to occur. On top of that, you must also observe, as dispassionately as you are able, the image you form of yourself when you imagine you not being so open, after you make changes. This image of yourself will most likely be negative, meaning that your ego will conjour a new you which does not seem very agreeable or pleasant. I may be wrong, but this is usually something to watch for - and it is all lies. You must not condition your sea-change based on images that your own mind conjours. Try to side-step all that stuff. Meaning don't project or condition the future self with thoughts and expectations. Keep your future unmolested by your own ideas and needs.
As to the specifics, you must observe what it is in yourself that needs things from other people, such a approval. What is it that others, subtly or overtly, make you believe you need from them. And what do you condition yourself to imagine that you need from someone, anyone?
It is within these questions, that the big answers lie. But there are other ways to keep yourself protected. But I am not able to go into all that now at this time, since everyone's situation is different. One has to know the individual scenario and history. Who is it after all, that would be most interested in this subject of Psychic or Energy Vampirism, other than the vamps themselves. Right?
And we are always looking for a way out of persoanal responsiblity. So I have to be careful opening a door for people with this interesting subject. That is an inevitable down-side. I dont say that you are looking to escape, I just mean it is a concern for me personally to understand that this subject does potentially offer such an escape for those who would rather blame others for losses and for pain and disaffection and so on.
The most immediate thing to do, is to emotionally disconnect from the person that may be trying to rely on your strength. See your own right hand up in front of you towards them, and yourself saying and thinking this ... "I trust that you have the power to deal sufficiently with your issues and problems without my assistance or help...I wish you the best in your journey, but need to take care of my own self at this time."
This kind of affirmation assists. However, once you really are able to apply this kind of thing, something will almost immediately happen around you. Some kind of chaos or drama will occur to again pull you out of center and embroil. This is standard. It will also be a test to see if you can hold to your center. We are at war in this world, and this kind of self-protective work will soon show you what I mean, if you are not already aware of it.
These after affects can be fairly minor or they can be colossal, given the particular scenario.
So in short, there are 3 levels of empowerment
1. Realize that the energy is NOT coming from you.
2. Protect yourself from the "attack"
3. Closely but dispassionately observe and note new changes in the attitude and behavior of the subject/person/culprit/perpetrator...
Over and above this, you must notice your own emotional temperament. You must monitor yourself. What is your emotional state one minute and then the next? People feel but dont observe these feelings. This is the way the vampires proliferate. We are too accomodating to people who are as bad as psychic murderers. You would not believe it, but our inner soul eyes see it all. You don't want to see it.
Anyway, hope this has been of some help.
Mtsar says: "Some kind of chaos or drama will occur to again pull you out of center and embroil...."
I can attest to this as well. It was shocking when people I knew who were not connected with each other started coming at me with these sorts of *crisis drama* when I first started to block contact with some of the vamps (I called them socialized psyhcopaths at the time).
It seemed to me at the time that they all were sucking for the same force behind or through them and that they were not doing so for themselves but were agents for something that was more connected through them,like some sort of hive mind that could cue into them to feed or manipulate/harass when it willed to and as long as they stayed open channels for it. It blew my mind at the time.
Yes, I know that some who read this might think all of that is nuts but it does not matter, I know it is real and that's all I need to know.
It also revealed to me that some people around me were vamps who I had not previouly expected were. I thought to block only the worst ones, but after I did that the lesser and also the unknown vamps became bigger vamps with harder sucking tactics than they previously had.
They came at me in ways I found hard to turn down because I am a person who is always second guessing myself and I worry about not being a "kind and good" enough person. They mostly played games designed to guilt me or hurt my feelings or cause fear to try and get me to be self destructive or self doubting.
It seems like they must cause the person to do things to themselves through these emotions, they really didn't seem to have the power to really be the active cause of any real physical harm. Like the bullets in the Star Trek episode where Spock convinces Kirk and Mc Coy that the bullets are not real, but phantoms/illusions and they bounce off of them without penetrating.
Each time I meet new people I have to be on guard too, I especially have had problems with medical professionals. Your tips here are very much appreciated. I tend to forget over time that this is battle and not just a one time decision to stop contact with certain hurtful people. It's a global concern and can come from any direction.
Yes, your right on. Much of my education in these matters comes from science-fiction writers who have this a a major theme.
But that hive you speak of does exist, and the worker ants are not aware of its existence even though they are part of it, and channel its energy. It is really the Collective Unconscious, to put it clearly. And it has a tremendous magnetic force that holds most of mankind in its orbit. Like a huge black hole of nothingness. A lot of the people that you see in this world, are morally and spiritually empty and have been for many many lives. The reason why they are here still, is a long story, but here they are, living off the light of those who are a mass of conflicts, those like you say are virtuous but always second-guessing themselves, martyring themselves and bleeding from the heart for every damn human that sends out subtle or overt dependency messages. And the worst vamps do the opposite, appearing to need nothing, or no one. They are the most dangerous. But your chances of coming across a Class A vampire is unlikely - fortunately. A few large bites from small fish is most likely, and that goes on all over, all the time. You are just one of the few who is aware of it. And there is nothing crazy about it. Again, look at how much classic sci-fi and literature has this thing as its theme. A great deal. I would check out these movies - Gilda (Rita Hayworth), Possessed (Joan Crawford), Lifeforce, Dead Reckoning (Bogart/Scott), Dark Passage (Bogart), The Egyptian (Victor Mature), The Hunger, Snow White (Miranda Richardson)...just a few that deal so beautifully with this concept...
I'm not sure if this post goes here or in the relationship section.I suppose that they are both sort of intertwined.
Generally,I don't like to post things of a personal nature but upon reading the posts in this section,I figured I'd contribute the best I can.
I seem to almost always attract the kind of people who are wearing a friendly mask.Upon further observation,these masks tend to come down with a very dis-heartening crash.
I am starting to believe that in many instances,it is my own self-induced blindness that has allowed these people to poison me.
About a month ago,I though that I had finally found someone whom I could confide in.Someone who seemed to be as spiritual as I am.
From the moment I locked eyes with this young woman,I was completely mesmerized by her.As fate would have it,I would become close to her very soon after.
In this haze of so called love,I ended up ignoring all of the red flags that came up.I basically ended up muting my inner voice.
My ego wanted so badly to finally identify with someone.To finally feel like I could belong.
Not long after,things seemed to fall apart.That connection that we had was basically severed.
She would call every now and again but not very often.I tried and tried to no avail.
I could feel myself becoming more and more depressed and hopeless.
Finally,she called and said that she felt bad because she had a bunch of shit going on in her life.She wished she'd spent time with me and blah blah blah.
So,I picked her up on a Saturday and we spent all day together and had fun.
I went to see her 3 days later and she seemed to be a different person.When I left,she hugged me and told me to call her back.
I called and her room mate starts yelling at me.I thought, are these the same people I was hanging out with?I am able to pick up on people's vibes but this shocked me.
Come to find out,she was there while he was yelling at me.She in fact,invoked it.I ended up going back over there to see what the hell was going on.
She basically,turned on me and started yelling.A total 180 degree turn within an hour or less.She told me to call the next day and I did.No one answered.
These are the people I seem to attract to myself.How in hell can I get these people away from me?It's so hard to find good people these days.Especially,in relationships.
The road to enlightenment sure does get lonely.That was the same girl who talked to me about enlightenment and about how shitty other people are.
This is such a fucked up paradox.Those who claim to be opprssed are sometimes the worst oppressors.
This is, sadly, one of many such cases. And remember it is a question also of degree. Many people experience this is a much more toned-down way, but put up with it. It is very pervasive.
Your case is a remarkably striking example. It can teach you a lot about the true nature of people. This is the mask, the mask that will soon be coming down on people. In fact, what happened with you was such an event. Luckily, you did not censor yourself, and did face what you saw and experienced. Most people pretend that it just did not happen, and carry on as normal. This is what the vampiristic people are hoping for, that your needs will hold them in good stead.
Most of what we call life, is lifestyle - that is - a performance. It is just a question of how good the performance is, now stable the mask is and a lot of other factors.
As long as you are looking for anything in the eyes of other people, you leave yourself open to just this kind of thing. It may happen and it may not. But it is happening. She just showed you her true colors quickly. Other poor bastards sleep beside it for 40 years. And the vampire can be of both sexes. It is just a extreme version of normal sadism that is in every one. It is also assisted by the media who subtly make amorality seem attractive.
Imagine what you saw and experienced and then multiply that horror several times, in terms of cruelty. Some have experienced real all-encompassing rape at the hands of such people. But it is sad that this thing has pesisted in your life. I think that is because you are someone who will be finding out about this particular phenomenon. It has always interested me, and I think that my work on it will be of great interest to persons like yourself, that have been so victimized.
The time has come for the info on this to be brought forth, and for people to have the empowerment to protect themselves from just this kind of thing.
Just understand for now, that there are people in this world that verminous and deeply treacherous, and who have literally murdered their own higher selves, due to some primal wound that caused so much primal pain that they could not stand it. Their strategy was to destroy their own feelings. They dont feel, but give the impression that they do. That is all an act. They have sensations, not feelings. They are sensational and not emotional, in the true sense of the word. If they have such a negative relationship with themselves, what do you imagine they will cultivate with others? They seek to bring their infection to others, or to rape others of all their light. People like yourself attract them becasuse you have light, and are downloading a lot of creative pure force. It is like honey to them.
But they hate themselves for needing what they need, and hate you for having it. Remember there is a big difference between jealousy and envy. Jealousy is not that bad. It is actually based on appreciation and admiration. Envy, on the other hand, is the intense desire not to have what another has, but to wish that they did not have it. The vampire knows that what you have they could not have, and do not have. Envy is the desire to see you lose what you have, in a sea of agony, sorrow, depression, loss, and confusion. This is the vile cocktail they seek to infect everyone with. Their beautiful mask is just the honey to get you to stretch out your hand for what they have. At every table of 12 there is one Judas. It is just the way of things. They are expert mimics, and know how to walk in rhythm with you, for a certain while. This is to get your confidence. Their entire personalities are merely collages of others people that they have met, and mimicked, like human-chameleons. They are so sophisticated at this that it is quite fascinating to watch, when one is immune to it, that is.
Just as predators exist in the animal kingdom so they do in the human kingdom. They feed of emotions, positive and negative, but mostly the latter. And if they can do something to insight negative emotions, they will...they are often experts at it. The only thing that you can be thankful for is their removal from your life...
Thanks Michael for your insight.
I forgot to mention the fact that I went to consult a psychic about various topics about 3 weeks ago.
Normally,I view psychics with a very careful eye.
This one told me that I had known this girl before and that we were either figuratively or literally burned at the stake together.Possibly as religious heretics.(imagine that)
I also can recall that that the girl in question said she was a vampire in a past life.
It's amazing how blind and deaf we make ourselves.
She is also very psychic so obviously,she was easily able to pick up on who to prey upon.
Anyway,thanks again.
Truth Against The World
Well yes, you are right to be skeptical of most psychics, but of course the ones who are legit, and I know many, do indeed know a lot about this phenomenon, and come across it all the time.
Whether you had a connection with her specifically in a past life, or whether it was with that kind of energy (in someone else) remains an open question, and really is not that important.
What matters is that you did censor yourself, hearing what was ego-satisfying at that point; and that you then noticed this action in yourself. This is the difference between life and death in my opinion.
I knew a similar case in which the protagonist also woke up to what was happening, and after making changes, confronted the antagonist about the "attacking" that had been going on. Of course the denials were really something to hear and learn about.
So, in your case, you actually had a "confession" of sorts. This can occur for a variety of reasons. And remember that in all "satanic" acts, the victim is usually TOLD in some way, what is happening. On all levels then, personally, and collectively, it is we who do not listen and heed what we are hearing. Most people will TELL you exactly who they are. As Sherlock Holmes told Doctor Watson, in the first book of their adventures..."How many stairs are there on the way up to my room?" Watson said he did not know. Holmes said, "well that is the difference between me and you and the rest of the world....You see the stairs, I observe them" (paraphrased)
How many times do you acknowledge the door handle when you open and go through a doorway? That is the problem of mankind in a nutshell. A prize-fighter who loses peripheral vision, is a dead prize-fighter, taken out by a beginner.
Most of our lives are in metaphysical shadow, and this is where these creatures "hide" so to speak. They make use of our needs, sexual and other. There is nothing wrong with these needs, in themselves, they are just a flag to the destroyers. We must always protect our needs and wants by logical and rational concerns.
But this is a massive question, of why we even get attracted to these types. I have been looking into it quite deeply, having heard of too many cases...
My burning question about it all is what does it mean to be born to a sadist type person? Yes, I feel like I have attracted a lot of them to myself in the course of my life, but to be born to one seems like an attraction that goes soul/core deep, more so than coming accross them as passing through life. Apparently something either in me or concerning me, intended very deeply for this person to be the most profound influence in my life at the most formative years and I sure would like to correct the situation that caused the attraction before I am sent for another go around. What does it mean to have a sadist parent, whatever it means I know it was revolting and shocking to me from a very early age.
Just my thoughts after reading the latest very thought provoking posts in this thread.
Well, this is a major question, and one which does not have a simple answer. I cannot go into this now, or in this place, since it is connected to many themes concerning justice and crime, and other subtle things that the world has yet to be made fully aware of. This question must be dealt with in the right context, so that there are no misunderstandings. I will be dealing with this as time goes by, and on forthcoming dvds.
So many times when I am reading message boards or blogs from people who seem to be more aware of things, I see something very disturbing. It is the romantic fascination with vampires and the whole Anne Rice novels, etc.
To me there is nothing romantic, fun or erotic about vampires. Of course if I say this, then I am told I am not open minded and evolved enough to understand the complexity of these works. Why do so many humans want to make a romantic figure out of demons and vampires?
Anne Rice is just a drugged out freak who cannot write, funded by those who wish her sordid, morbid evil tripe to get out there to the world. Her novels were so poorly written that her editors could hardly do thir work. It was the worst case they had ever known, and admitted it on camera.
There is a powerful order that operates behind the Stephen Kings, and the Clive Barkers, and Anne Rices and some of the slasher, horror genre people. Not all are involved and some are doing good mroal work, but this has been a major vatican funded thing for a long time.
I dont think that a lot of the movies are necessarily a bad thing when they show or depict that there is such a phenomenon as vampirism. They work in fictional notions but have at least seeded people with certain important ideas concerning this problem...
In the end if good comes of people learning about energy vampirism so that they can protect themselves against it, it will be worth it...
Real lesson for me about vampires. I am normally now good about not falling into their garbage. I have been sick and in pain this week and not sleeping well at all, I feel tired and weak.
Well, there is a person who I come into contact with who likes to attack people and then after she gets what is coming to her, she plays hurt victim.
Today, I fell for her victim act, totally, felt sorry for her, all the normal gut feelings were not there. Of course a good friend came along and asked why was I taking in her BS and giving her sympathy when she simply feeds on that sort of thing. I guess my shields were not up today!
there is no need to feel sorry for anyone...our lives are based on choice.
we can model a new way by living in truth to ourselves, and leave others to decide whether to do likewise or not, but we do not lose energy over their decisions...
As much as you tend to the african stag beetle, is as much as you need to tend to the humans in front of you.
Your only action toward others is to allow them to stand alone on their own feet, without dependency.
Anything other message to others is dysfunctional and a source of suffering, for all parties.
Your colleague's show of emotion (its not really emotion though), was because her sensational self was not being satiated. It was a device to promote empathy. Hate is what they want because it is the most powerful emotion. Love is strong too but most vamps cant get that.
Vamps do not have emotion. They act as if they do. It comes with mimickry. They know they would stand out a mile if they acted as coldly as they really are, so they learn when young to mimic others, and they a fantastic at it.
But you have to have eyes to see it. Most people do not see through the cracks...it takes time to develop that kind of clairvoyance.
I was born with it, and even I have had difficulties sometimes, they are so damn good. They walk in "rhythm" with those they wish to feed off, and get your confidence. And then you are lost.
Just a the mosquito puts some of its own saliva in your veins BEFORE it can suck your blood, so the human mosquito does the same. They must have YOU go to them. This is what matters to them most.
Every evil thing in this world exists because we have unconsciously nurtured and nourished it.
The message of my work concerns getting us aware of the manner in which we have done so, so that REAL change can occur on this planet
My mother is a vampire. I don't understand how a parent can be so predatory in regards to their own child. I've very few freinds, no lovers, people tend to avoid me.
My mother seems to call adn come over to my apt every chance she gets. I've tried telling her how much her behavior hurts, she doesn't change it just gets worse. A vampires #1 goal is getting the energy no matter what. I feel psychiclly and spiritually connected to her and am desperate to break the connection. I feel like she's doing her best to turn me into one so she can indirectly feed from people I'm around. How do I put an end to this?
How do you put an end to it...?
Do you think that can be answered in a few words, by a stranger...
Questions are easy, living the answer that you already know is not so easy.
She does what she does with your permission. You may not admit that or see it, but it is probably the truth. You have no boundaries, so dont blame people for leaving their muddy footprints around your door.
What they are doing is natural to them. Dont try to work it out, or change them. Move out yourself as you would if a physical derelict was moving in or hanging around you. If you know that you are living with a murderess, someone that has long ago slain her own soul, and who feeds of those of her own children, then why have the TIME TO ASK WHAT YOU SHOULD DO....
Some mothers have committed suicide by hanging themselves in their houses. And some have timed their act for the moment that their kids are due back from school...
Yes there is cruelty in this world....more than you know.
My mother is a vampire. I don't understand how a parent can be so predatory in regards to their own child. I've very few freinds, no lovers, people tend to avoid me.
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My mother was like that, as well as bing physically sadistic but she is passed on now. Now I have a vampire sibling and vampire MIL. I cut both of them out of my life and yes I have guilt but when I think of how free I feel now and how oppressive the thought of allowing them into my sphere feels, I manage to just deal with whatever guilt comes and tell myself that I just have to do what I have to do to protect myself.
I see some of my friends enslaved by vampire family members and I also avoid them right after they spent long weekends with them, they are simply intolerable at those times and then revert to themselves later on. Two of them became a vampires and we no longer talk. Another one has gone on anti-depressants in an attempt to cope and her personality has become emotionally flat and she lost her wonderful sense of humor and irony.
Medicate the victim, call them the crazy ones I guess is society's solution. I tried in the past to talk with her about her mother and what her mother was doing to her, back when I called it being controlling rather than the vampire term. She often decompressed by venting to me about her mother but this time that I tried to tell her about what I saw going on she got very upset and bitterly defended her mother.
Now when she brings the topic up, I refuse to discuss it. But then, now that she is on the antidepressants, we don't have good conversations. What we used to share was a sense of humor and laughing at our problems in life and such, but now she has lost her humor and we don't seem to understand each other. I feel like I am witnessing her soul death but don't know what to do about it since she won't listen.
The first step is the hardest, in getting the vampires out of your life, but as you get your own mental space cleaned out and feel the freedom, you'll probably find it easier and easier to protect yourself.
I did an etheric cord "scan" that I read about and I was surprised to see what I did and who was on the other end.
I am working on a dvd about this...dont know when it will be complete.
"Don't be so sensitive"
This seems to be a catch phrase for some with vampiristic tendencies.
They goad you into feeling a certain way, knowing that you'll have a genuine response.
Then once your there, they drop that line, chastising you for FEELING.
"Don't be so sensitive"
As if to say, "It would have been so much easier for you if you just rolled over and let me beat you up in the first place"
It really irks me like nothing else when someone says this.
But on the flipside of that, someone who says that could be having an adverse reaction to your display of unhinged emotion, something which they may not be so capable of doing.
As if I should censor myself in order to ease someone else's consciousness?
HAH!
Right...because another word for vampirism, is really Mesmerism...they want you to feel good that they are sucking you dry...Its called "Wormtongue."
They are experts at making you feel good in their presence, unless you are highly intuitive and can accept the warnings that are going off inside, and not censor it. BUt shit yes, the pure genius of their manner and their way of disarming you with pseudo-spiritual jive. They want to take you apart one thread at a time. This is their pastime, their satori, watching you come apart bit by bit...
"I am the well-spring from which you flow, without me you would not be..."
- Tulsa Doom to Conan (Conan the Barbarian)
I loved that movie , the first Conan movie, and I love what happened next scene, where Conan fell into a slight state of hypnosis, but then, snapped out of it, and cut off that evil, ASSHOLE, SNAKE worshiping/POWER tripping guru's head, and picked it up, for all of his "adoring" followers to see, and BEHOLD, the GREAT and terrible OZ,
..... right on ..... and , as it should be .... (the curtain was, shall we say, RIPPED open, and the plain truth made obvious to all, ........ that movie, Conan the Barbarian, really affected me deeply, and I had some very intense dreams because of it.
there is barely anything missing from that movie, and it is a metaphor that works on many levels, but especially as a metaphor for the state of Humanity, drugged, sacrificed and mesmerized.
I knew so much of this at a very early age and then allowed myself to lose it. I remember my mother and a sibling (both vampires actually) who used to get so mad at me because I would be rude to certain people who were actually being quite nice to me. I would say "that person makes me feel icky" and they would say "Be nice or you'll be sorry. Don't embarass me."
People, maybe you should listen to your children and watch your cats and dogs for how they react to people.
And that - my friend - that self-censoring, is the SUPREME PROBLEM OF ALL...and the SOLE reason for all the shit in this world, I dont care of what type.
Once this is understood and remedied, it is bye bye Bush, bye bye evil, and new world orders and suffering and pain and all of it...
We have it to begin with, and then we murder it, in a vile act of sadism to the self, for which we are not forgiven (See Shiva Article).
And all the world's calamity comes from that. From those corpses, the festering maggots, the Bushes, and the Vampires arise. They are natural so I cannot think that screaming against them is going to amount to anything. Maggots come on dead meat, simple. From a grave, expect maggots and ghosts.
When and if the Sleepers Awaken, out of self-absence, out of guru-world, and out of religion and all the crap that deprives man's own tree from blooming, then we will see change, otherwise its move the chairs here, then move them there....ON THE TITANIC
Self-Absence
It's like out of sorts, the top of the chain, yet going down with the ship.
The mother of all problems, insignificant in it's own way....
I have a neighbor who sits on her porch early morning (even in the dark), throughout the day and night, day in and day out.
She stares at me and my family coming and going.
It REALLY gives me the creeps. I have started having nightmares about her. When I moved in four years ago I tried to talk with her to get to know her, but that didn't go to far.
In my "rational" mind I tell myself to ignore it, but I feel she is penetrating me psychically.
It has been well over a year this has been going on-am I crazy?
Yep, you have one...a vampire...its just another word for a narcissitic, voyeuristic, freak with no personal life. They are a real study, and they love to get into your head and have you give off your energy. Looking is, as I have written and said so many times, a very violent act. And it has all sorts of negative permutations.
These freaks have no couth, and no social manners, most of them, although some have exceptional talents in this area.
All that you can do is change the energy in your house, change the chi and keep things flowing. Changing the energy and radiating a defensive posture, that you do not engage her in any way, will soon get her to move her ass. But you require much persistance at that. And in one way, we are always gonna have something of this sort as long as we live the way we do. Our society breeds them. So dont take it personally or get into low emotions over it. Just realize that it exists, like chemtrails or dioxides in the atmosphere, or flouride in the water. Dont give it energy. But also realize that once you are successful at initiating a change in energy, she may cause some conflict, some other pretext to get your energy. It might not happen, but be on the look out. When a vamp does not get their appetizer they get stroppy.
Actually, if you can built a big fucking fence between you and it, then I would get the money together and do it, or just manifest some other change. Just ask your guide to take care of this problem. Ask unemotionally and quietly and it will happen. Other than that, I would say taht these creatures or this phenomenon enters our lives for a reason and can be seen positively, as a catalyst to greater change and enhanced personal sovereignty. So see it more as the grain of sand to become a pearl. Perhaps the energy in your area, the chi, is weak, that is - geopathic, and you may need to think of moving soon. I dont know. All I do know, is that this kind of thing is extremely common. YOu are just one of the few who sees it for what it is, and does not excuse it.
This may seen like an odd question: Is not being able to sleep through the deepest hours of the night related to this lack of chi energy in an area or vampiring?
I often wake up around 2am and cannot get back to sleep until I am alone and then with an hour or so I fall asleep exhausted. If I sleep between 2PM and 9PM, I sleep the deepest sleep of the whole cycle. I feel physically better after I have slept in these times. However, because of the schedules of the person I live with I really should be sleeping at night because of worries of disrupting them as we live in a small space.
When I wake up I feel tense, troubled, filled with dread, self loathing, sometimes just feel like I am not myself and it is hard to get my bearings. I am chronically sick. Many times I just simply HAVE to get up out of that bed, like I am filled with a disquieting energy and yet I am exhausted.
I have read other theories like mold allergy, but I dose myself with antihistamines before sleep.
it is hard to say. It is hard to diagnose such situations, as there are dozens of factors. It could be something from within yourself, or something being projected by others. But a stranger not conversant with the facts, and who does not know you, cannot give advice ...that is just the way it is. A hypothetical situation can be discussed, but I am not an authority. And since the problem may be due to something inside you, we cannot implicate anyone else, until really sure.
There are just too many factors. And it may just be electro-magnetic, or geopathic, so there are many things to address, on top of the psyhological aspects. We live in very toxic societies, and in houses which contain a lot of past energy, and we never clear it...so who knows...
We need to begin studying the subject of feng shui and geomancy deliberately and employ some of its tenets, since either way, Chi is definitely the issue.
And what for useful techniques
exist for defense against Vampires ?
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I wasn’t sure what section to post this under so I decided to post it here.
Last night at work, I had a strange epiphany about myself and about who I am. I work at a gas station as a clerk, which is not glamorous or fun, but for now, it shall suffice. Anyway, the other day, a middle aged woman came into the store in order to use our telephone. Normally, we tell the cust